注册 登录  
 加关注
   显示下一条  |  关闭
温馨提示!由于新浪微博认证机制调整,您的新浪微博帐号绑定已过期,请重新绑定!立即重新绑定新浪微博》  |  关闭

清音

网络连天涯,相逢皆是缘

 
 
 

日志

 
 
关于我

  原籍辽宁凤凰城,蓝旗殷家堡出生, 挨饿之年是‘六0’, 迁徙龙江八面通。 仅读‘初一’学未就,‘文革’一闹十年整, 返乡务农四春秋,中学教师十五冬。 调转物资局二年 法律机关后半生。 三个专科一大本,皆属函授混文凭。 胸仅点墨充骚客,堪笑也得小虚名, 勿需显贵光宗祖, 唯求恬淡与清平。

网易考拉推荐

原创:故乡行  

2009-05-09 20:15:39|  分类: 默认分类 |  标签: |举报 |字号 订阅

  下载LOFTER 我的照片书  |

           “照着做,你的人生一定很顺利
                                                  

 

                                 清音\文

                     序:真应了那句老话 :“ 踏破铁鞋无觅处,得来全不费功夫”.原作“故乡行”          

         (后来以为是“回故乡”),在要发表之时,无论如何找寻,都不见踪影.,前天傍晚,我

            找一份自办写作班招生广告  ,无意间发现了这首诗和悼念亡友邱芳的一首诗。          

         经比较,“故乡行”和近日所写的“回故       乡”,雷同之处较少,所以,也将此篇发表

        于此。                  

                    原序:2007年6月5日,我与二弟携带爷爷的骸骨回故乡,当月13日返回。因

            较忙,至7月30日才执笔写“故乡行”。  

              

                                一

                      列车飞驰向南方,                     

                      心潮奔涌似大江,                    

                     孩提时代离老井,                   

                     年近花甲回故乡。

 

                  “饥荒之年”迁塞北,                

                    塞北同样闹饥荒,                   

                    野菜淀粉榆树皮,                   

                    糖渣秸杆糟粕糠。 

 

                   头晕蓝眼腿酸软,                

                   皮包骨头脸灰黄,                 

               “三弟缺奶”日夜啼,              

                   拾来稻粒砖磨粮(1)。

 

                 “文化革命”学未就,                  

                    仅读初一我返乡,                   

                    播种铲耥割苞谷,                   

                    夜披星月晨踏霜。 

 

                   动乱十年坑少年,                  

                   两弟一妹学业荒(2),                   

                   地垄沟子刨食吃,                  

                    躬耕如牛度沧桑。 

 

                    时运始转七三年(3),                   

                   八十有一爷身亡,                  

                    薄木板子作寿材,                  

                    老人埋葬西山岗。

  

                    父母一生多劳累,                   

                    子女六人苦日长,                   

                    待到子女皆成家,                    

                    爹妈满头变银霜。 

 

                     老爹憨厚妈刚强,                     

                     儿女孝敬有教养,                     

                      父母生日合家欢,                     

                      二三十人喜满堂。

  

                      年近耄耋皆仙逝(4),                    

                       孩儿从此别爹娘,                    

                       清河水库风水地,                      

                        西山松林做墓场。

 

                       七二年我离农村,                       

                        三十四载工作忙,                      

                        退养之后常酝酿,                      

                         将爷骸骨送故乡。

 

                        奶奶坟墓在故里,                       

                        大伯长眠在身旁,                      

                        其作古后我出生,                        

                        阴间阳世两茫茫。

 

                          当年爷请人选墓,                          

                          选出凤凰打滚地,                          

                          刘家不卖又重选,                        

                         此地“多备粮食粒”(5)。 

 

                          奶奶下葬有典故,                       

                       “鞋拖不动”“鱼上树"”(6),                         

                          这在家乡成美谈,                         

                          必将辈辈往下传。 

 

                          那天天降毛毛雨,                          

                          山路行走一妇女,                         

                          鞋粘泥巴“拖不动”,                          

                          坐到石上身不起。 

 

                            顽童河边钓条鱼,                           

                            马上拎竿上山去,                           

                           竿搭榆树“鱼上树”,                            

                            顽童旷边看稀奇。

 

                              时辰已到令下葬,                             

                              阴阳先生本姓齐,                             

                              在场之人皆惊讶,                             

                              未卜先知真神奇。

  

                               母逝父丧隔一年,                              

                              下葬当天都下雨,                              

                               雨浇梁来辈辈强,                                

                                但愿后人大富贵。

 

                                石垒茅屋甚破旧(7),                                

                                家乡本是穷山沟,                                

                                满山遍野全石头,                              

                                峰险壁峭鬼见愁。 

 

                                  电灯电话电视机,                                 

                                 凡带“电”字皆没有,                                 

                                  白面长年见不到,                                  

                                  不见羊马见驴牛。 

 

                                   多亏山青水也秀,                                  

                                   森林葱郁花草菲,                                   

                                   彩蝶翩飞蜂采蜜,                                    

                                   百鸟召开音乐会。

 

                                     童年伙伴今如何?                                  

                                     但愿相逢有美酒,                                     

                                      彻夜长谈彻夜饮,                                     

                                      知心话儿说不够。

 

                                      携带骸骨甚恐慌,                                      

                                       深怕查出遭祸殃,                                      

                                       最终担心成虚惊,                                       

                                       一路通畅刮顺风。                

 

                                                  二

                                        走下火车坐大客,                                      

                                       白黄红旗全路过(8),                                        

                                       到了蓝旗买祭品,                                         

                                       坐上“出租”回老窝(9)。                                         

                                        

                                        轿车停靠石桥旁,                                        

                                         桥下河水已干涸,

                                         表妹夫妇车旁迎,                                         

                                         相互介绍才认识。 

                                          

                                            我见三舅瘦又小,                                            

                                            内心顿时甚惊疑,                                            

                                             这小老头怎是他?

                                            遥想当年多魁伟。 

                                             

                                            我年少时舅年壮,

                                            我年壮时舅老矣,

                                             巧遇表兄丛刚珠,

                                             从未谋面今相识.  

 

                                             谈及殷家兴盛史,

                                             表兄犹如数家珍,

                                              殷家虽为大地主,

                                               殷文斗是大善人.

 

                                               国共两军日本兵,

                                               同在殷家食与宿,

                                               虽为仇家可共存,

                                               交战则到远方去. 

 

                                               殷家之人皆仁慈,

                                               穷人到家供衣食,

                                               土改时期没挨斗,

                                                土地财产全捐出.

 

                                                同宗之中我家穷,

                                                爷爷年少上玻琍(10),

                                                 而立之年回家乡,

                                                 方与奶奶结连理.

 

                                                 结婚十年奶奶逝,

                                                 撇下二男和一女,

                                                 大伯负伤又归天,

                                                 三大悲剧爷全占(11)

 

                                                 "文革"家谱被烧毁,

                                                  寻根成我多年梦,

                                                  表兄领我把梦圆,

                                                  得来全不费工夫. 

 

                                                  回家心情特敞亮,

                                                  惊讶家乡大变样,

                                                  羊肠小道无觅处,

                                                  通天大路宽又长.

  

 

                                                   电灯电话全具备,

                                                   电视放在地桌上,

                                                   瓷砖镶嵌砖瓦房,

                                                   铁大门儿塑料窗.

 

                                                   东西大院已不见,

                                                   石垒高墙剩残壁(12),

                                                   碾盘碾子在哪里(13)

                                                   老井犹在谁挑水?

 

                                                             见了几位老乡亲,

                                                     对面笑脸唠家常,

                                                    说了一堆贴心话,

                                                    世态冷暖与炎凉. 

 

                                                      问我儿时小伙伴,

                                                      活者迁徙死者亡(14),

                                                      我念故人空怅惘,

                                                       青山依旧绿水长.

 

                                                        我恋儿时好时光,

                                                        一天到晚喜洋洋,

                                                       "鹰叼小鸡"满院跑(15)

                                                         欢声笑语涌波浪.

 

 

                                                        弹琉琉来踢毽子,

                                                        摸瞎糊来捉迷藏,

                                                        玩耍结成好伙伴,

                                                         童年友谊与天长.

 

                                                         大院十户变四家,

                                                         户数未增反锐减,

                                                          山水虽长人寿短,

                                                          群娃欢娱不再现.

                                                          

                                                                    三

                                                                 

                                                            我回故土了心愿,

                                                           爷爷奶奶得团圆,

                                                           今回塞北情未了,

                                                           心潮涌动写诗篇. 

 

                                                           旧景一去不再返,

                                                            四十年来梦一场(16),

                                                            人生得意能几时?

                                                            孤灯清影日月长.

 

                                                           少年宏愿当作家,

                                                           岁月嵯跎梦未圆,

                                                           感慨上班事如麻.

                                                           理想现实难两全.

 

                                                            今春退养得安闲,

                                                             精力旺盛身康健,

                                                             伏枥不忘千里志(17),

                                                             奋蹄再奔几十年!

 

    注:

           (1).三弟1960年出生,当时全国闹自然灾害,母亲缺奶,他整日啼哭不止,好心人建议母亲 去稻田检稻粒.

      寒冷的冬天,田里能有几颗盗粒?母亲检回可怜的一点稻粒,用两块红砖磨去稻皮,洗净,用小铁盘蒸饭喂他,

      使三弟检回来一条命. 

            (2).文化大革命期间我二弟.大妹.三弟皆学业荒废, 我也只读到本世纪末初一学年.我兄妹六人均有一定潜质,否

       则,皆可有一定的作为.  

            (3).1973年我中师毕业,成为正式教员.然而,还没等我参加工作, 爷爷就不幸身亡.

            (4).2005年6月4日(农历五月初八)我母亲去世,享年75岁; 2006年6月2日(农历五月初六)我父亲去世,享

       年78岁. 

            (5).我爷爷在世时,找齐先生(绰号"齐大褂子")选坟墓,先选了一块凤凰打滚之地,但地板是刘金千老人的,爷爷

  要买这块地,刘却不卖.齐先生说:"此地与他家的姓不相符,对他家没用,而刘家仍然不卖.后选的墓地,齐先生说:

  "此地不出当官为宦的人,但出文明人,多准备粮食粒吧(后人多之意)."

           (6)."拖不动"和鱼上树","拖不动"诗中已经言明;"鱼上树"是刘金千的五子(当时是未成年人) ,在小河里钓了一

  条鱼,拎竿上山看下葬(三姨说是用小筐装的鱼,上山后,放在树杈上)众人均不解, 什么是"拖不动",鱼又怎么能

  上树?见后才恍然大悟.

           (7).爷爷与奶奶结婚后,在大山的半腰盖了两间石草房.解放后才搬进殷家堡子.

           (8).凤凰城是满族的发祥地,八旗所在地.

           (9)"出租":指夏历轿车.

           (10)爷爷16岁上黑龙江玻琍县扛长工,30岁才回故乡.

            (11) .有言道:少不丧母.中不安定因素丧妻.老不丧子.爷爷3岁丧母,40岁左右丧妻.老年时大伯身亡.人生三大

     悲剧爷爷占全.

            (12).殷家堡子是石垒的大院墙组成的确 ,可惜遭损坏.

            (13).大院墙外,原有石碾盘和石碾子,供碾粮食使用,可惜已无踪影.

            (14).小三子.小生子.小荣子.连宝子.小兰子先后亡故,其他人迁徙.

            (15).小时候,两大院的大.小朋友经常在一起玩类似的游戏.而现在的大院却静悄悄的,几天里,我没看见一个

      孩子. 

            (16).我从离故乡到回故乡,整40年.

            (17).曹操有诗:老骥伏枥,志在千里,烈士暮年,壮心不已.              

 

                   “照着做,你的人生一定很顺利
       

 

                                                      

 

                                        

 

                                        

 

                                       

 

                                                                                

                      

  

 

 

   

  评论这张
 
阅读(304)| 评论(176)
推荐 转载

历史上的今天

在LOFTER的更多文章

评论

<#--最新日志,群博日志--> <#--推荐日志--> <#--引用记录--> <#--博主推荐--> <#--随机阅读--> <#--首页推荐--> <#--历史上的今天--> <#--被推荐日志--> <#--上一篇,下一篇--> <#-- 热度 --> <#-- 网易新闻广告 --> <#--右边模块结构--> <#--评论模块结构--> <#--引用模块结构--> <#--博主发起的投票-->
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

页脚

网易公司版权所有 ©1997-2017